no response * ** * * *
what is with this fashion of not replying?
is it a way to perform self-sensorship?
dont talk to losers, or,
youre not important in my life and you can just wait for my reply...
well strange enough this constantly happens to me...
then again... when i dnt reply them the fault is put on me.
so what do i do? r these people really my friends?
or is there something that i hav to learn about being politically correct?!
this social game is killing me... i jus hope people can respect one another...
is replying a freakin msg that hard?
i dont wanna blame anyone... cause well HEY! i guess its me being psycho again...
the definition of friends seriously makes me ponder... seems like all my life i have been caring for acquaintance.
i jus wanna pause life and get away from all this unhappy things... i dnt knw y must i get myself to upset...
DEF.
friend
1.
a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.
a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.
a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
how does its feels to be loved?
someone to care for you...
i dnt knw how to feel...
loneliness falls on to me like ton of bricks...
seeing groups of being coming together in merry and joy...
alone the eyes envy from a distance...
tired...
friends are to be shared...
i cnt force on to others...
sex is jus an avenue to feel loved...
all but for a moment in time...
i wanna embrace it...
i wanna write u a poem, about you and me, just you and me.
i wouldnt deny... but its all because i wanna understand a person better without involving emotions... i guess its hard for me... not sayng that the person is you... perhaps someone else that i hav been chansing for years now? hmm... life is jus wonderful with the diversity... theres alot more i wanna absorb from it...
